so guys i havent had any hits on pokemon wallets here yet but i thought i'd let you guys know that i'm selling stuff now. i made a bunch of wallets for conneticon but none of them sold there so im selling them here now.

i make:
wallets ($12 + $3 for shipping)
notebooks ($20 + $3 for shipping)
folders ($40 + $3 for shipping) ($20 if you give me cards to use)

and i use:
pokemon
magic: the gathering
yugioh
harry potter

For sale:

1. Fire type wallet:
Outside: charmander 46/102, growlithe 42/130, vulpix 68/102
Inside: ponyta 60/102, slugma 83/106, magmar 36/102

2. Dark/ metal type wallet:
Outside: sableye 35/90, mawile 56/90, houndour 113/165
Inside: aron 42/90, stunky 69/90, metang 30/90

3. Starter wallet:
Outside: charmander, squirtle, bulbasaur
Inside: charmeleon, wartortle, ivysaur

4. Random wallet:
Outside: krabby 51/62, zubat 57/62, charmander 46/102
Inside: spearow 92/130, voltorb 98/130, machop 52/102

5. Ash's pokemon wallet:
Outside: pikachu 60/64, butterfree 33/64, pigeotto 22/102
Inside:  tauros 47/64, krabby 51/62, mankey 55/64

6. Misty's wallet:
Outside: Misty's horsea 87/132, Misty's psyduck 90/132, Misty's poliwag 87/132
Inside: Misty's staryu 90/132, Misty's seel 91/132, Misty's shelder 89/132

7. Mew wallet:
Outside: mew promo 8, mew promo 8, mew promo 8
Inside: mew promo 8, mew promo 8, mew promo 8

8. Fire, water, grass wallet:
Outside: growlithe 28/102, magikarp 89/123, weedle 69/102
Inside: vulpix 68/102, golden 76/130, caterpie 45/102

9. Blaine's wallet:
Outside: Blaine's growlithe, Blaine's vulpix, Blaine's magmar
Inside: Blaine's ponyta, fire energy, Blaine's rapidash

10. Grass type wallet:
Outside: nidoran (f) 57/64, nidoran (m) 55/102, bellsprout 66/150
Inside: paras 65/130, arbok 31/62, caterpie 45/102

11. Normal type wallet:
Outside: dark dragonaire 33/82, snorlax 27/64, ditto 18/62
Inside: tauros 47/64, pideot 24/64, dodrio 18/62

12. Psychic type wallet:
Outside: kadabra 32/102, girafarig 58/111, slowbro 43/62
Inside: misdreavus 65/95, gengar 20/62, seviper 51/ 95

13. Electric wallet:
Outside: pikachu 60/64, mareep 63/95, electrike 1/10
Inside: voltorb 98/130, lantern 38/111, magnemite 79/130

14. Fighting wallet:
Outside: hitmonchan 57/95, hitmonlee 58/95, marowak 39/64
Inside: machoke 34/102, mankey 55/64, geodude 47/62

15. Energy wallet:
Outside: fire energy, water energy, grass energy
Inside: electric energy, psychic energy, fighting energy

i made a list of wallets for sale now (ones listed with lines through them have already been sold). also i listed the card number in case anyone was interested and wanted to look up the cards to see what they looked like. i know sometimes theres multiple cards with different artwork for one pokemon so this way you can see exactly what cards i used.

if you'd like one of these wallets, send me a note.

if you'd like a wallet made out of a different trading card send me a note and i'll see what i can do.

if you'd like a notebook or folder send me a note

i know i havent been on in forever! ive been busy finishing up school plus working and ive been trying to make wallets to sell. but no ones buying them really so i kind of stopped trying to make them at the moment.

but on a better note i went to a glass making place with my grandma the other day! i really enjoyed myself, though it was terrifying (to me anyway). im afraid of even putting things in/ taking things out of the oven. and to get teh glass you had to stick a metal rod into a bigger hotter oven XD im glad i went though. its really cool getting to hold gladd that you've shaped and colored with your own hands (sort of. that would be kinda hot and you'd get nasty burns). i cant wait to go again to make more things.

and for my business i downloaded a magic card maker and i had a really good idea to make a legend of zelda set with all the pictures i drew for my massive zelda pictures! we'll see how that goes.

feeling a little discouraged right now. attempting to put one of my wallets up for sale on etsy.com. but i havent sold anything online so who says they'll sell? maybe im just wasting all my time and effort. i had fun making my business cards (i made them on a pokemon and magic card creator) but maybe this is all for nothing. *shrug* i dont know. this is all probably because im really tired. but ive only sold two and those were to my friends. *sigh* i dont know. we'll just see how this one sells i suppose

come one come all! the time has come for you to finally have your very own pokemon team! yes you heard me right you can now have your very own pokemon team in wallet form! it holds your money! it holds your credit cards! and thats not all! this wallet is made from 6 pokemon cards! just the amount of pokemon you can have on your team

INTERESTED?
right now i have 3 wallets up for sale.

first wallet (random wallet):
outside: charmander, zubat, krabby
inside: spearow, voltorb, machop

second wallet (mew wallet):
outside: mew, mew, mew
inside: mew, mew, mew

third wallet (blaine's wallet):
outside: blaine's growlithe, blaine's vulpix, blaine's magmar
inside: blaine's ponyta, fire energy, blaine's rapidash


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first come first serve on these bad boys.  if you're interested just send me a note.
wallets are $15 each including shipping
each wallet design is based off of this wallet right here: [link]

so yes yes ive been gone for a while i know. well first i had my birthday. which actually kinda sucked during the day because i had an exam. and in addition to being really difficult, i was the very last one in the room. everyone else finished and handed it in  but i wasnt done and the teacher had to leave to get ready for an appointment so she told me to finish and print the exam within five minutes. so i finished but then the stupid thing wouldnt print. so my girlfriend came up to help me (because i didnt think my teacher was coming back) and in walks my teacher. she tells my girlfriend to leave then gets mad at me because she "trusted me to finish it and i disobeyed her trust by having other people in there. especially another person in the class because she could have given me the answers" so i was already frustrated because the exam fucking sucked it was so hard then that. so when i left i basically burst out crying in front of everyone which really sucked. but they tried to cheer me up which was good. we ended up going out bowling which was really fun. then on the sunday after that my family had a birthday breakfast for me. i really enjoyed it. oh yeah and i got my lip pierced again now i have spiderbites

i havent been on much cuz i had to read all of alice in wonderland for my class (love!) which made me get a new manga called alice in the country of hearts which i also love. and i got the whole season of ouran high school host club on dvd. expensive but worth it. it was my birthday money. and ive been playing black and white. well black right now. my girlfriend has my version of white. that's why i havent been on here much. that and ive been selling wallets lately. soon i'll probably sell them online. cuz so far i know a lot of people around here want to buy them but i havent gotten much response by the people on here unfortunately. i was hoping to get more.

im going to try and design a pokemon backpack soon. i hope it comes out good. and im going to try and make a baby blanket tomorrow for a friend (even though she already had her baby at the end of february ._.) and i kind of want to paint a pair of sneekers for her too. we'll see. you might be spammed soon...




if i can pull myself away from pokemon...

i just had the longest three hours of my life. my computer had scareware. the program wouldnt let me open ANYTHING. i had to jump through hoops to get it to work. i had to run my computer in safe mode (which looks like super old school, like i felt a flashback to the 90's) and download an anti malware program and scan my computer and then delete the stuff it found then restart my computer then download the anti virus program then scam my computer again ._. but after all that work my computer is all healthy. and the scareware finally scared me into getting virus protection. just not theirs like they wanted me to lol. ah man i learned my lesson. im buying virus protection from now on.

but anyway to update you guys (even though im sure none of you care about this because no one responded to me in my last journal) i am going to sell wallets. im just trying to set things up so i might have things up and running in the next week or two :] i hope i get some commisions on here

is "what do you want for your birthday?" i seriously cant think of anything. i mean i really want pokemon black and white, but they dont come out until 3 days after my birthday. idk i might ask for white converse because i really want to have a pair of rainbow sneakers. plus ive been wanting to paint a new pair of sneakers lately. i just dont know what to ask for. there's really nothing that i want. im pretty content with what i have so theres nothing that im getting an "omg i need to have that right now" feeling from. i could use more pokemon cards though. love <3 im probably going to make some new wallets tonight. i got some new cards on sunday from a flea market. and im seriously debating on doing pokemon wallet commisions. would anyone buy them? they're going to be somewhere around $10. not set on the price yet and im not so sure how i'd mail them. but i have ideas i just need to see if they'd work. so im just wondering if people would be interested that's all. i havent posted in a while guys sorry. i have a sketch on my laptop but i havent gotten to it yet. i stoped to do some art for my grandma. i dont get to see her very often and she always sends me cards so i wanted to do something nice for her too. i miss her. and it's all old stuff so it's not going to get posted since i already have them on here lol. im sure you guys will like my new picture. of course it's gay pride related <3 :] i cant wait to put it up. oh and im still excited to get my pictures from my fish eye camera. i havent finished the film yet so hopefully i can get that filled up soon!

so im excited. i bought a camera with a fisheye lens on it. and ive been taking pictures since i got it lol. so hopefully soon, i'll be spamming you with awesome and weird pictures. i really cant wait to see how these turn out. they use film so i have to wait to see them too. but i think that's half the fun.

sort of. more like introducing a new member. my girlfriend made an account on here. and so far im pretty much her only watcher lol so i wanted to change that cuz she's a pretty great writer. so please take a look at her stuff

this is her -> ~Yayydarkness

and im also excited. i dont have to work today. walmarts been closed down for three days because the massive amount of snow we got made the roof heavy and cracked a wall. no one's allowed in until further notice. souped outta my can i get to stay home and see my girl and watch movies and play videogames.

so my friend here ~IagoOthello wrote a beautiful piece that i really wanted to share. reading it almost brought tears to my eyes. please take a look at it. it's about gays and how we really dont deserve the hate we get sometimes. so please click the linky -> [link]

i think i might enter a contest or two soon. haha it's not like ive ever won a contest ive entered but there's no hurt in trying is there? im thinking about submitting my newest drawing to [link] and im also thinking about doing this one: [link] because it seems really interesting. [link] this one seems really interesting too, but also seems very difficult. im not sure i'll enter this one im going to focus on the first two first, because i already had ideas for thos two and i havent come up with one for the last one. ahhh who knows. if you guys ar interested in contests also there's a list of contests here: [link] and if you decide to enter i say good luck :]

i love that feeling you get when you feel like you have no more friends.  i went ot the mall tonight. it was the last time i'd get to go with all my friends because they all go on friday nights and i usually work fridays. this was the last one i had off. and half the time my friends walked away from me and my girlfriend. and it already sucks feeling like im out of place with them because im a few years older. but now i just feel like people only put up with me because of my girlfriend. or if they dont i never get to see them because im working. i love my job but it's just frustrating not getting to see anyone. i know i know i could change my hours but i really cant. i was hired to work nights and weekends so now i just have to suck it up. i dont know i just feel miserable and alone. but i know i can change my situation so i suppose i should stop bitching about it now.

on the plus side im almost done a drawing. hopefully it will be up tonight. tomorrow for sure.

so i came up with a few ideas to draw thankfully. but in that process i've found something that sucks worse than art block. yes there is such a thing. it's the ability to not be able to draw things the way you'd like. so i suppose i should stop writing about it here and actually try and draw it hmm? i think you'll like what i have in store.

i might come on here more often. im going to try and make more art. i miss art. i miss making it and i miss coming here on deviantart and seeing that people actually like the stuff i made. so im going to go draw some art now!


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fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu artblock. i hate when you have that urge to draw but you cant. it suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks. as im sure you all know being artists.

i havent been on here in ages. i tried checking things today but i really dont have the patience to finish it all right now. im just gonna go play my psp. lol kudos to you if you still follow me. i havent made art in a long time. and dont see it any time soon. maybe if i make stuff for my class next semester. who knows. we'll see how that goes. anyway off until next time folks. see ya

they be actin like they drunk.

i have like a g6 stuck in my head. i have for the past few days. im bored. and quite upset. i just got a 70 on my quiz. when ive gotten nothing but a's and 100's. and i think i did kinda bad on that test i had yesterday too. ah well.

so i got some of my dad's gift the other day. we got a red wii at work that was for the 25th anniversary of mario that had the new super mario brothers game that i was going to get my dad anyway. so i bough him the awesome red wii. and a black wiimote and nunchuck and a charging station and super mario galaxy. so now i gotta get him three more things. and my mom two more. and my girlfriend and my best friend and my other best friend then my third best friend's birthday and christmas gift. then give money to my mom for my aunt and uncle then my grandma. i cant wait to be done christmas shopping. hopefully with my next pay check i will be done. but we'll see. im tye dying on thursday so im finally going to get my tye dye hoodie. im probably going to bring a few things with me to tye dye because ive been wanting to for a while. and im excited i get to see my little cousin alex <3 i love him so much. im excited to go :3

now off to find white clothes...

damn i cant believe ive been a member here for 3 years now. i didnt even realize until today but yeah i joined in october three years ago now. wow. time flies.

i have a new idea. glbt related of course. i want to work on it now but i have to finish an essay for friday. but i will probably just go to sleep because it's midnight.

so my halloween sucked. my girlfriends mom caught us kissing sort of. she had gone out and we didnt her her come back in because she used a different door. thankfully i heard her keys or she would have seen us kissing, instead of me rolling off of her. my excuse was that i was tickling her. her mom didnt buy it. she said she was gonna talk to my girlfriends dad and that the three of them would have a talk when she got home. so we spent the day freaking out about that. we drove to see our best friend to tell her what happened. we had to pull over because Vicky was bawling her eyes out. So we sat in chili's parking lot with 7 people piled into this tiny car for an hour and a half. Then we went to my house and she continued to freak out. Then when it came time for her to go home my mom had just happened to come home so we told her about what happened. then my mom actually admitted that it took a while, but she finally accepts me for being gay. Well she still has hard days. But she's trying and that's all I can ask for. She actually accepts that vicky's my girlfriend and cares. It's nice. And my parents are starting to work things out. The other day they came and visited me at work. They went shopping together (which my mom usually always sent my dad) and then I went outside for a few minutes to see my moms new car. She was all excited to show me. It was nice.

So far vicky's mom hasn't brought up the situation yet. Im still waiting for it. Oh yeah and apparently she called vicky's friend justin's mom and told her to tell him to "watch out about me" before all this crap even happened. what the fuck have I ever done to her. Be nice when really she just deserves to have some fucking sense smacked into her fat ass. Idk.

Oh yeah and my girlfriend is upset and of course I haven't been able to do shit to cheer her up no matter how hard I try. As always. Im fucking useless. And annoying. I think ive been getting on peoples nerves at work. Maybe I should just learn how to shut the fuck up. People would probably like that.

Oh yeah and my nipple piercings closed within a few hours. I took them out and forgot to put them back in. so now I have to go get them repierced. Not looking forward to that. Idk whatever im going to go work on my essay. Whoop whoop. :/

so i really almost didnt go to school today. but i dragged my ass out of bed and im glad because in class we listened to simon and garfunkel sing richard cory. which i surprisingly enjoyed. then i got to see my best friend for a while which was nice. we went to walmart. which i totally didnt want to do but she needed a shirt for tonight so we went. but then in the end i was really glad i did because i got my ring finally! and i love it. it's very gaytastic! <- totally did that because my girlfriend is sitting besides me geeking out about what that face looks like. we're in a very gay mood today. we're watching but im a cheerleader. if you havent see it i recommend you watch it. i love it.

and my mom picked out a new car today. so that means i get her old car. and she's probably going to try and get it fixed up too. oh and also, they went on a date tonight because it's their anniversary. they're trying to work things out now. i hope they do i really really hope so

oh and. the game. because my girlfriend is reading over my shoulder.

oh and. i love her. :]

[she said she loves me too]

and btw. when you mix the fun dip red and blue powder together, it tastes so freaking amazing.

sick as in illness. i caught a cold. which i was totally expecting. stressing out about everything on top of going to school and working with lots of people dont help. i knew it was coming. especially because everyoe i work with seem to be getting sick.

sick of shit going wrong. monday i woke up to my mom complaining that my dad took her car to work, because his [my] car had two flats and she had told him the day before [i.e. had plenty of time to fix it], then she broke down on her way to work [so she missed a day of work], then my dad couldnt get wheels on the car because the spare tire was torn apart and the rim on one of the tires was busted. so after my mom saying she shouldnt have to help my dad, and then bitching about it when she did help he came home and the car still wasnt fixed. then the next day we found out that we need a new truck because my mom blew the engine on the truck. so yay more money we dont have.

sick of having to do everything. i need to work 32 hours a week. go to school and do school work. take care of the pets [my mom just tells me that it needs to be cleaned. she doesnt help].

sick of having no time to myself. i can barely relax anymore.

sick of all the gay bashing. that's never going to get better but it sucks to be hated on for some stupid reason. i wish i could just love my girlfriend with people having no say in it. having no say on how i want to have a family and marry her. but my dream will probably never come true.

sick of a lot of stuff right now basically. i still havent gotten my ring in unfortunately. i was hoping it'd be in by now. i mean i ordered my moms ring and it came in within 5 days. i got it within a week because i picked it up exactly a week after i ordered it. i ordered my ring almost 4 weeks ago. oh well i'll get it sometime. now my head hurts and i feel like shit and i think im skipping school tomorrow. i really dont want to we'll see how i feel tomorrow morning. but hopefully i can get some stuff up i really want to draw again i miss it

double the c double the s and then you have: SUCCESS!

thank you full house for teaching me how to spell that word.

i swear guys i will be acive again one day ._. at least im doing good in everything so far. school i've gotten 100's on every quiz, an A- on my essay, and a 98 (A+) on my test. and im working a lot so ive been getting a lot of money. and at work ive gotten my yearly review so starting at the end of november i'll be making $9 an hour. and i helped catch a shoplifter a few weeks ago at work. i got my picture taken and everything. and that same day i also helped a little kid find his dad. :] so work and school have been going pretty good. minus the super stress factor. i have a picture im attempting to work on...just pokemon fire red has caught my attention and wont let go. and on that note! i am one game away from having all the pokemon games! i got fire red, leaf green, and red for $10 each. and my friend is going to give me his crystal, and i bought sapphire at gamestop. so now all i need is gold. im so excited. and im already starting christmas shopping. i think i got some really good things for my mom and dad. i hope they like their gifts. i know my dad will i just hope my mom does. and i ordered a ring yesterday. i hope it comes in soon, though it will probably take like a month. its really gay pride i cant wait to see it and wear it. i hope it comes out how im picturing it. *sigh* i cant wait until december where i dont have school on top of work. then maybe i'll get stuff up for you guys. im sorry i havent been active and i hope im not disappointing people or losing watchers.